This is the mother's near constant refrain.
One day.
I want one day. One day without fighting, bickering, complaining, back-talking, sulking, pouting, and every other make-me-want-to-pull-out-my-hair-ing. One day of a clean house, cheerful children, completed laundry, sparkling dishes, a luxurious bubble bath, a full night of sleep, and while we're at it, a perfectly romantic husband who cooks, cleans, puts the kids to bed, and asks, "Is there anything else I can do for you, my dear, beautiful, matchless wife?"
One day.
One day I will organize all of this clutter. I will assemble baby books and photo albums. I will get rid of clothes long outgrown and toys long neglected. One day I will put candles and glass picture frames at normal level rather than "I don't see how he could possibly reach this" level. One day I will write a novel or start a business or pursue a career or further education or... or figure out what I want to do "after kids." Because right now, I don't have the time or attention span to formulate a plan.
One day.
In the meantime, I will take life one day at a time. I will cherish this one day, because I cannot know what even the next moment holds. I will take the time to read a mind-numbingly stupid children's book or engage in a light-saber duel. I will let my kids dig in the yard, watching them bury their hands and feet in warm earth without worrying what my tub will look like after their baths. I will even take pictures of their dirty feet, because one day...
... One day I'll wish for this day again.
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